What is it with me, it seems around other people I'm completely happy, friendly and talkative, really good guy I must say, but place me in a room by myself for a few minutes and I turn all sad and depressed, even if I'm texting someone, with only 2 exceptions that is.
But then again I have been lonely for a while, I've been out of school for 3 years now and I've spent alot of that by myself, no one to talk to so I've learnt that when there is someone to talk to I'll just get out as much as I possibly can, god knows the next time I might hold another conversation.
Me and loneliness have a love/hate relationship, cause its been around for so long, its become a part of everyday life, but I don't want it around, I like most people, even assholes, I just try to get along with people cause I never see any.
I mean I have my girlfriend but she lives 500 km's away from me, which is even more depressing, and all my friends are either not around or live yet again 500 km's away so theres no one to really hang around with and the people I can hangaround with are usually dope fiends or pissheads so yer fun
cya........
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next year baby :)
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